12/17/12

Update and changes.

 There's a good reason as to why I haven't been posting lately. Sorry for the absence. I'm actually not 100% sure I'm coming back to post to this blog regularly just yet. Probably soon as soon as I figure out a few things; I really enjoyed posting here, but I've kinda disappeared from a lot of things recently.

One of the things I backed away from was the music scene I had put myself into. After the whole kerfuffle with the successful/touring band my wedding band went through a bit of turmoil and I was just completely turned off of music. I also have not been writing as much as I should and may have lost my part-sponsorship because of it, but it's fine, I will get it back, I'm sure. I just couldn't handle it.

What I have been doing a lot of is fine art and horse training. So I'm alright in those areas and will continue to grow in those two jobs. I've met a lot of big names at both of these jobs and they've gotten me some serious "in"s in the industries. Actually, an art decision I made got me into an area of horse competition that I never thought I'd see. I've actually, luckily, made what would really be seen as "smart" business decisions in these past months, though I promise it wasn't on purpose or because I'm a business guru or anything. It was pure luck and I'm holding my breath right now to see if all goes well.

The reason why I disappeared from here and other places is entirely mental-based. I have not been in a good place lately, and I will go into more detail later, perhaps. But right now I can't because I'm sitting in an airport in the USA going back to Canada and it would take me waaay too long to type it out/it's a stressful thing to talk about. It is mostly having to do with my chronic anxiety and depression problems, but I'm addressing them quite thoroughly right now and am slowly moving into a better place.

I can see you reading over my shoulder, computer screens are reflective you genius.

I'ma just leave that there. So everyone on my blog will know you're a text eaves-dropper. Cool.

Anyways. Sorry. I hate public places. The look on their face was priceless though. Biggest pet peeve: people reading over my shoulder. I'm going to get off my computer now, though. My flight leaves soon and I'm anxious about flying.

Peace out, everyone. Thanks for checking in and I'm sorry I've been so absent.